What I Have Learned in the Past Four Years

Wow, its been years since the last time I wrote! And you thought that this blog is dead. Well, you are not very wrong. The blog is dead, was, because today I am reclaiming this space and I am going to write again (fingers crossed). Before I begin to write what I have learned in the past years of absence, I would like to enlighten the sudden motivation to write again: I am jobless and highly restless to a point where I am desperately thinking that maybe, just maybe, writing things down will help me calm my soul.

I am a fresh graduate (like literally), only a couple of days old baby who is ready to jump into the real world. I am 21 years old and I studied Communications in an university that you probably wont know. The focus of my study is very broad, seriously. We covered public relations, broadcast, journalism, advertising, crisis management, event management and everything else in the field of communications. And I am currently waiting for a confirmation for a job that I have (accidentally) applied to.

After my graduation, and the fuss that comes with it (like what to wear, the hair, make up and shoes problems) I had some time to actually reflect upon myself what it is that I want. Sorry, I still dont know what I want, but while thinking of what I want, I figured out, maybe I should take things slowly and think about what I have learnED in the past years.

1. Friends you find in uni are friends for life

The truth to that quote has to be proven yet (since we just graduated). But it is a good feeling to graduate knowing that you are loved and cherished by your friends. You dont have to have a huge number of friends, a couple of people that you feel comfortable with is totally fine, as long as you know that you can count on them no matter what. Friends for me are like my security blanket, they keep me warm and safe in this big bad world. I am lucky enough to have graduated with the people I love, sometimes I feel like they are not my friends, they are family. So keep your friends close to your heart and I bet nothing will change in the next 10 years.

2. Your friends are not perfect and so are you

Remember, that no one is perfect. I know how tempting it is to follow the manual book of friendship. Like be there 24/7, dont date your friends ex, dont talk behind their back etc. But manuals will only work perfectly for machines and we are not machines. Your friends cannot be 24/7 by your side, they have a life too. People fall in love. Bad things sometimes slip out of our mouth. Just because you commit a bad thing doesnt mean you are a bad friend, as long as you try your best to help your friend, try to be more sensitive towards your friends feeling and apologise, if you happened to say something bad. Of course, you have to be tolerant and forgiving too. Sometimes people do things for a reason and if you know a friendship is good, you have to fight for it.

3. Stop thinking that it is the end of the world

People who read my blog or know me, are probably familiar with my bad habit: complaining. I know that it is human nature but I swear, I am so ashamed by my frequent complaining. I tried to stop but it was so hard, it was like drugs, you get addicted to complaining. I remember that I always had something to complain about, my body, my face, my IQ etc. Until one day, I watched a documentary about a beautiful mermaid girl, and she literally changed me. Her attitude towards life inspired me and her joy in life was so contagious that I cant help but feel ridiculous about myself. I am still trying to complain less and try to enjoy life. I also learn to stop seeing problem much bigger than they actually are. So every time I want to complain, I just remember that I have to be grateful. Every time I have a problem, I try to evaluate the damage and calculate probable solutions before freaking out.

4. Meet new people, make mistakes, learn a lesson or two

I have to admit that I am not all pure, clean and stuff. I have made mistakes that hurt many people, including myself. I said sorry, a thousand times, but pain does not heal instantly. I didnt want those mistake to be in vain and therefore I tried to make it a lesson: I should stop living in my dreams and realised that there are EVIL people out there as there are GOOD people. I should be more careful in judging characters and stop being so naive. What I am saying is, that it is okay to meet people, some of them might turned out to be your friend, some will just damage your life and of course it is okay to make mistakes, as long as you realised that it is a mistake and apologise. And at the end, learned from it. Learn from other people. Learn from your mistakes.

5. Always give your best in everything you do

Oh trust me, I have read that so many times and am still stubborn. Until I realised (too late) that there are so many things I regret not doing or giving my best. I didnt seize opportunities to be a better person. I didnt study harder. I didnt join any sports club. I wasnt more active in campus. I gave up even before I tried. I just didnt give my best in anything I did in the last four years. And honestly, remorse is an annoying feeling that I wish you will never have to feel.

6. Give your family a chance

Now that puberty is over, and the rebellious hormone is subdued, it is time to give my family a chance. I moved out from the house when I went to uni and had years of solitude. Now that uni is over, I am spending more time with my mom, trying to connect with my dad and hang out with my brother. And I am happy to say that I love them. I feel blessed for having such a fun and loving family.

7. Love life is just a small part of your life

Love is important, and we dont wanna feel lonely. But do not let your love problems affect your study and friendship. I have dated (or known) crazy guys; violent guys, jerks and other species. They have brought misery and lessons for me. I dont want to be committed in a relationship just because I am lonely. Love will come and I am not in a hurry. (Intermezzo: DO NOT DATE A GUY YOU MET AT A CLUB)

8. Experiments are okay, but know your limit

Like normal people, I have experimented too. My young soul back then wanted to try everything, and yes I did almost tried everything. I am lucky that I wasnt too carried away by my experiments but I have witness some people loosing themselves in their little experiment. It is not because I wasnt easily influenced and others was, it was because I had great friends who would remind me if I went a bit too far. My tip is, before you experiment, you should set a limit of how far you wanna go and then stop once you almost reach that limit. Or dont even start something you know you wont be able to stop (read: dont do drugs). Whatever it is that you wanna try, just keep in mind that you always have to be careful and take care of yourself.


That was a broad and summarised version of the lessons that I have learned in the past four years. I hope that I entertained you or inspired you a little bit. There are many more lessons to come, of course, as we dont stop learning as we grow. But not today, people, I am off to nap wonderland.




Jobless love and kisses!!

Maybe.. (the most saddest excuse for a tittle)

Oh god i know no one reads my blog any more.

hey, maybe thats a great reason to write again.

3 posts ago, i think, the last post i wrote when i was in Cairo, i was reading through it quickly and wow, you wont believe what i felt, i felt like i was living in a dream. Nothing seems real anymore. Im not sure whether this is the dream or the cairo part is the dream, either way when the future comes and you flash back to the old days of your fucking boring past, you wonder, how the hell did i manage to get through that crazy asssucking days??? I thought i was gonna be dead by the end of the year.

Life is so random man, i swear to you. Maybe what i had is some kind of an enlightenment from the Lord whos trying to tell me the reason why we exist. Well, i dont have the answer yet, but trust me, that is the the first thing im gonna ask Him when i arrive at the heavens gate (when i arrive, but im sure ill go to Jahanam first, sad if you know it before you should know it)

Anyway, i was kinda innocent huh, saying "i was born decent" and bla bla bla, saying i wasnt mentally and physically ready. People dont have to be ready to make a funny step out of their dull life. You can have the life you want to live too, when youre courageous enough to face the sad truth that theres always gonna be Emma Watson whos gonna be above you in freaking everything.

Its starting to get harmful nowadays, ironic when i remember how i assured people that i only attract nice, nerdy and innocent human being. Ironic when i remember i dont like to wear dresses and frigging slut heels.

Ironic how i like my life now.

I could tell you everything. Every funny little scenes that happened to me, but trust me, you dont wanna know. Cause maybe you might be too close minded to understand, or in worst case you gonna tell everyone and i will be sent back to the last place i wanna be, Alaska, reading the Quran alone inside an ice cold igloo with no poster of nude Johny Depp.

are you confused and irritated?

Me too

Ironic kisses and hugs,

Arinda

Another random night

since no one read my blog, at least not those persons that i wish would care about my writings, i decided to tell something in this very boring night, where i should be.... yeah... learning... ah shit dont remind me of that ARGH!

Im in a stage of life that Freud might call the Genital Stage where my biggest pleasure should be gain by having heterosexual relationships...okay.... anyway, simple people just called that shit of psychodynamic approach as PUBERTY, so do I. 

So what happens in this stage: Conflicts. Yeah . Thats what most of the pubertans would like and love and seek and want and wish to experience. Dont tell me "we never like problems" you know that what makes your life life are problems that are actually eating your mental right?? RIGHT? 

Im just a 17 years old bitch who happens to be very bored and has nothing to do than talking about people, spreading gossips and watching porn (that last point was just a corny joke to enhance your mood). But i really do like to observe, yeah, somehow i care about my environment and thus, im kinda specialized in the subject of: how teenagers deal with life.

This is the result i had observe:

1. Teenagers LOVE to seek problems....

    What? Why? How come? Easy, just admit it to yourself. You could GOSH HAVE A NICE SIMPLE LIFE AND SAFELY GOING TO THIS BULLSHIT STAGE, but most of you (declude me, because im kinda passive toward the word: life) love to make everything so much complicated that its already is. You dont believe me? Of course not! Since when it is easy to admit that most of your problem is your own wish which will make your life plot seems so fake. You know it better than me teenage pals, you could have it so much simpler....

2. Teenagers LOVE to exaggerate problems.....

    HAH?? NO WAY! YES WAY JERKS. Thats what youre talented to do. Teenagers are like parasites. They exaggerate. If theres a problem (that they were wishing to have) they abruptly do it worst! By well, exaggerating. 

Example.... I have a friend who has a friend (im talking about my friend but i like to make it complicated [im still a teenager] so you wont know im talking about my friend), the friend told my friend a story, he absolutely told his friend very wise advices for his friend problems. Then my friend, he came to me all spoiled about his decisions consequences and will not hear that there are like zillions of people that have it worst than him, he wants to be the one whos suffering, he voluntarily create this fucking state of mind, HES EXAGGERATING! The point is, a teenager knows their friends is exaggerating, but they do not know: That they do it themselves. 

 .... okay2 im a teenager too, i admit, i do that stuff too....

3. Teenagers LOVE to show their problems

    Dont believe me? Check your twitter. 

4. Teenagers LOVE to fall in LOVE

    Tell me how many times did you say: I love you. How many nights did thought: He surely is the one. How many dirty thoughts you had about him??

5. Teenagers LOVE to fall out LOVE

    How many gallons of tears did you shed when you recognize he doesnt love you? Hmm, the real question is: how many lover did you have? how many of them did you actually love? how many of them did you lie to? How many of them lalalalala ask whatever you want, sky is your limit. But the point is: you LOVE to seek for other lovers, you actually adores you, worships you, feeds you,.... You fall in love to fall out of it, you fall out to just fall in love again.

6. Teenagers LOVE to think their current life is the ultimate life

     Meaning? Im not sure myself. Its just i know that teenagers love to think that their having the best years of their pathetic life, dont they? 

7. Teenagers LOVE to act mature

     OMG THIS IS SO TRUE! Like a friend of mine who got her first BF with 10, first a lil touch on her boobs with 11 and ultimate adult make out with 12. She thought, with 12 you should be very mature. I was 11 back then, and i was casted out for being very immature and childish. 

Well, this result might be bias and might contain personal interpretation therefore unreliable, but still you know that this point meets some people.

8. Teenagers LOVE to be unique

9. Teenagers LOVE to be einmalig

10. Teenagers LOVE to be special

6-8 is totally proven by Justin Bieber. Wait, how old is he? 7? Well hes not in puberty yet. Well then take Miley Cyrus as an example or the Jonas Siblings.

Actually this post is trash. I just wanted to share with you how much i need a guys attention! that i feel so unloved, unlovable, ignored, forgotten, lonely etc 

well yeah i still have a guy

but im still in puberty right? I can hallucinate problems, i have the right to claim whatever teenager right i might have. Because im 17.

Life is a long journey, puberty is just so short stop,

Arinda

Red (this post has nothing to do with period etc)

I got an issue with the color RED. Its not like i hate red, its more im kinda unlucky with red. I always wanted to have a red dress, shit yes i really do want one. Then i got one from my cousin and its lovely yes it is. Its something from a brand thats quite money-able but i wont say it because im not Dianarikasari or brandminded. Anyway, theres no problem with the dress-shirt, its just... very short to wear it without pants or legging (f@#k legging!), too tight to wear it with pants or legging (f@#k legging!), when i say too tight, i mean the kind of tightness that shape the whole damn fat in my body and force me to obviously stop breathing. Like a red second skin.

It makes me look like that bitch above. Only fattier. But the minidress she wears is kinda fine compare to the one i have. Its 15 cm shorter, tighter and reder. 

At the end i end up having no wearable red piece of cloth. So i kinda get more biased toward reds. Whatever i choose is red, for instance red nailpolish or tuna in red cans. 

One random day i remember that i had a red book, and its kind of sexy. Its my beloved Lord Of The Ring Trilogy in german, above 2000 pages that i never manage to finish. And another random book i pick because it has a nice book cover called: Whisper, (found out the book was about a skinny girl who wanted to wait for a special boy to pop up her cherry, a hypersex curvy mom, a guy that liked to sit in the roof to smoke and a ghost who was killed after having sex with the more handsome brother [the other one is retarded] )

And yes i was inspired to make something with book and red. I kind of thought about a book covert in red velvet but since we're in Egypt, im not really sure where i can get one. So i manage to beg my mom for a red leftover fabric. I made the book cover, kind of sexy yes except that i misinterpret the glue and it turned out to be quite messy and ugly. I thought, the fabric would fit if i make it all over again. WRONG. Because my mom took the leftover again to "patch something that happened to be just identical with the leftover she gave me" Leaving me struggling with no more red book.  

Shut the hell up and tell us what is it that you want to share with us:

Yapo, I just painted it all black and put some random symbol (its not 8, its the symbol eternity you morons), i did it totally the "Art Attack" way. 

Fyi, thats some random book i literally trashed out from one of my teacher's booksthatshouldgotoheavenbutipickeditup. I made a hole inside it (its very beyond messy and i hate to even look at it), and Tadaaaa a dramatic secret book was made by moi. And i did it completely manual with the help of any tutorial because i thought this idea is original (i know i know). Ill put my secret inside it just so stupid why i tell you that. 

So i can carry my illegal secret around with me and no one will ever know. I even can pass the airport dumb scanning with my sophisticated home made cocaine that blow me high in the sky i dont want to stop using it. Yes yes, im a drug addict and you dont know it, do you?

Nah, im just kidding.

Its just my 3 days uncharged Ipod.

If you happened to want to do this shit like me, you can click this >>>> CLICK <<<<< 

GOSH I WISH I KNEW THAT WEB EARLIER.

dont make the same mistake like moi, get some tutorial.

You can google anything nowadays,

Arinda

The Fatty Goes to Some Random Park

The actual purpose of my blog was to write about my daily interesting life here in Egypt. To give people insight of how it feels like living a place that you actually can call: trash can (no offense egypzians). But like any other attempt in my life, i obviously fail to even conduct something near to my original reason.

My days here are counted. In less than 3 weeks, im gonna sit in one of those airplane i always saw from down this smelly earth. Im gonna sit up there and see what other people see from above. Thus every moment here is like a pre-set memory i force my brain to remember forever. Since i dont know when the hell ill come back again (probably next year, i just wanted to sound melodramatic). So after some random exam (i forgot what subject) my driver voluntarily drove me to some park saying he wanted to show his photography talent. Whatever.

So im trying to document everything that will happen in this last weeks of mine (except those that involves me involuntarily stuck in some stupid place where i have to act nice and pretend to loathe minidresses and alcohol). You'll surely see some differences in both my physical appearance and mental. Like my boobs is bigger, i know i know random and inappropriate but please understand, i struggled the last 5 years with the thought that i might lack of girls hormone. And obviously im getting fatter, my hips so large i can hide a lamb behind me. Mental like: hmmm.. im kinda get more restless.

So please see through my want-to-look-cool-like-an-European-tourist pictures

"I hate people who claim they posses some natural talent for something, then they prove the total opposite. Why don't you shut your boring mouth and let people judge." random quotes by moi

The place i went:

If the writing was a little bit in the middle it would look fun, but hey its the walls fault for he cannot move to the position we desire (read- sarcasm). And i do really look fat. DONT TRY TO EVEN MAKE THE SOUND OF "THAT STUPID GIRL IS NOT FAT AT ALL!"oh i know what youre thinking

Thats the place, its quite nice you know. Actually i really liked it since it doesnt look like Egypt hehe btw i look ugly in that pict (sigh)

I kinda thought of a romantic kiss scene and the fact that i would look fat in those pants

This fucking place is fucking expensive and my frugal beloved mommy made it clear that: Since you lived under my four roof and still eat from the money that you father earn, you cannot ever eat in a restaurant such like this!

Handsome millionaires, please marry me.

Yap that behind me were couples. And it should look like a very funny picture from an angel I'd imagine. Some modern cultural facts: The use of mobile phones here in Egypt is very inevitable, like the use of contraceptive in gay sex (kidding). How to use it is very easy, download the most current favorite local song on your phone, turn it on to the full volume, place it in the middle of you and your lover as a personal soundtrack. Romantic isnt it? If not for the fact that all those couple behind me were doing the same thing at the same time.

The thing i like here in Egypt (except some fatty food that made me fat like this) is that the people here, do take the 5 times prayer very seriously. No matter where you are, you can always pray to God for He is always everywhere. Nice right? Kinda sad for me who commit sins beyond human imagination (beyond my moms at least). And well, the Egyptians are somehow annoying in whatever they're doing (except Omar dan Ahmed and some others) so they straighten their shits by begging for forgiveness. Nice theory.

Quite neutrally nice, isn't it?

The water did really smell

I CANT STOP LAUGHING AT THIS SHIT!

im fat yeah, but not that fat my stomach is competing against my breast!

People should've warn me before taken the shot.

more local trash. Im not into fashion nor am i fashionable, i just know that you cant be human when you decide to wear something that could make you look like a walking torch.

Except that handsome guy in Fantastic Four, obviously hes name is the Torch.

BUT SHES NOT TORCH NOR IS SHE HOT TO DRESS LIKE ILL FIRE!

ah hell, the color blindness gene is planted everywhere, time for a second Hitler's genocide. Man im kidding. But dont you think they're beyond the line of tolerable?

But wait! I look very ugly in that picture too Ha Ha.

That was a random day in May 2010, i think it was the 17 hmm... YES IT WAS! cause my beloved old daddy had his birthday that day :)

Fatty loves ice cream,

Arinda

Sesudah UAN

honey BUNNY sweety, im the bunny bunny oink oink
(even i dont know what i mean my that abstract writing above -_-)
Youre so round, you remind me of a Christmas ball hanging soullessly on a dead tree

Waaah selese juga UANnya, now what?

Fly me to the moon.....

Now what should i do?

Detik detik sebelum uan

On Fire

like always, no one appreciate me, seems like everything i do is wrong. People come to me asking: whats that shit. Again for the 100times, people it suppose to be fire

but other got it right and told me it looks well something under amazing, but hey thanks! you just made my day :) :)

Puisi untuk Dunia

Angkat aku ke atas bahumu

Banting aku kembali ke tanah suburmu

Peluk aku seakan kau menyesal

Lepehkanku, aku manusia hina

Telan aku agar ragumu menghilang

Hanyutkanku kedalam sungai rayuanmu

Temukan aku dari gelap malam

Hilangkanku seperti kau buat mati siapa saja

Cintaiku seperti yang kau janjikan

Bunuh aku seperti yang kau harapkan

Bahagiakan aku dengan dustamu

Bohongi aku dengan kebenaranmu

Terbangkan aku

Dunia, jatuhkan aku

Arinda Wijaya

Day/Month/CB

29 Januari
Memiliki gerak-gerik yang amat gesit, meskipun sangat lamban dalam memperhatikan sesuatu yang menarik perhatiannya. Ia bisa sukses dalam bidang seni dan karang-mengarang (dan menyanyi).

21 Februari
Berambisi, firasatnya tajam dan pandai berusaha apa saja yang bisa memberikan keuntungan kepadanya. Dalam soal asmara ia harus berhati-hati supaya tidak salah pilih (asik asmara).

31 Maret

Luar biasa pandai, asli pikirannya dan mudah memahami pendapat orang lain serta pandangannya sangat luas. Ia bisa menjadi seorang teman yang arif bijaksana. (salah ramalan sok tau)

8 April 

Intelektualitasnya cukup tinggi, ambisius dan tidak suka diperintah orang lain. Baiknya ia memiliki semangat untuk berdiri sendiri. (bener tak?)

17 April

Kuat dalam hal karakter dan pendiriannya, tingkah lakunya amat praktis dan luas pandangannya, tetapi wataknya agak aneh dan suka mengecam orang lain. (mengecam dengan buah tege kesayangan hahahah peace)

8 Mei
Dapat dipercaya, gemar pada pertukangan, kerajinan tangan dan mesin, maka tidak mustahil kelak ia bisa berhasil menjadi seorang industriawan. Ia memang rajin dan ulet. (pertukangan hahahaha tukang dosa zz)

14 Juni
Welas kasih, simpatik, artistik, perasaannya peka dan mudah tersinggung, agak sembrono dan pendiriannya tidak tetap. (HAHAHA WELAS KASIH!)

21 Juni
Gerak-geriknya sangat gesit (?), amat teliti dalam segala urusan pekerjaan dan dapat mengambil keputusan yang pasti. Seringkali terlihat seperti orang yang sombong (sama sekali nga nyet, ramalan tai), tetapi sesungguhnya ia baik dan tidak suka turut campur urusan orang lain.

22 Juni
Kuat, otaknya terang, riang gembira dan suka bergaul dengan semua kalangan (weets socialite). Hanya tindak-tanduknya agak sembrono.

4 Juli

Welas kasih, ramah-tamah, lebih suka tinggal di rumah (bener banget), agak kolot dan peraasaannya terlalu halus serta tidak bisa menerima kesamaan atau kritikan (sok tahu ini ramalan).

3 Agustus
Otaknya terang, berani mengadu untung dengan spekulasi, agak sombong, cerewet dan ambisius (tole sombong hahahahaha). Untuk mengurangi wataknya yang kurang baik, ia harus bisa mengawasi diri sendiri dan menahan nafsu (haaa napsu?).

14 Agustus
Suka berfilsafat dan bisa berhasil dalam keuangan yang mengenal batas. Tetapi sejak kecil hendaknya ia sudah dididik untuk tidak suka berfoya-foya (NGAKAK! seks parti hahaha) agar kelak ia tidak merasa kecewa.

6 September
Memiliki pengetahuan umum yang luas (BENAR), karena itu pada umumnya ia bisa menjadi seorang penemu hal-hal baru. Ia pun bisa menjadi seorang penyair (ah gue kira penyair itu bakat gue ahahahahah) yang pandai, pelukis yang baik atau pengarang yang tenar sebab ia sangat gemar dengan berbagai macam kesenian.

8 September

Sangat aktif, bersemangat, ulet dan tidak suka bermalas-malasan dalam mengerjakan sesuatu (dan suka ke dokter). Dalam mengejar cita-cita, ia bisa tabah dan sabar. Berani dalam hal mengemukakan pendapat maupun tindakan (seperti bentuk gigi orang).

16 September
Pandai, pemikirannya asli, baik dan murah hati. Ia harus berhati-hati supaya tidak mudah ditipu orang (raja ayam ditipu ayam zzz).

19 September

Aktif, bersemangat dalam mengerjakan segala sesuatu dan tindakannya gagah berani (racer, alda risma, anak bandel medan). Ia bisa terkenal dalam lapangan yang bersifat seni. (ini rajes lho...)

10 Desember
Moderat, bisa berhasil dalam kalangan kemiliteran (AHAHAHAH KEKER) dan kurang beruntung dalam hal surat-menyurat. Dalam kehidupannya ia bisa mengalami perubahan secara mendadak. (no comment)

sumber:

http://www.kaskus.us/showthread.php?t=3276693

Supernatural

P.s: di postnya nga ada Oktober say, jadinya Titi sama Adam nga ada :( eh ada ding...

1 Oktober

Orangnya baik hati, santai dan gampang bergaul. Suka dengan gossip dan harus rajin mencukur.

Kalau pikiran sedang tidak sadar layaknya menjaga kata. Suka dengan permata terutama kalung mutiara.

25 Oktober

Bukan cina tapi bisa dibilang cina. Rambutnya rata2 jelek beludru dan aksen bahasa inggrinya saking jeleknya menjadi cemooh semua orang. Sayangnya orang ini hitam dan tidak bule.

(fitnah, yang oktober bikinan gue)

Yours,

Arinda penyanyi handal

In my free time

The Toad - Skype

I do look like him

When ure trying your best to look handsome and pretty on skype, then youre not very much my friend. 

The point of a friendship is to know eachother, bad and worst

Skype Talk

A : Udaaaah saaanaaa kamu tidur ah udah malem resek

P : Nga mau, mau liat jelek dulu

A : Ah ntar di poto

P : Kan aku nga bisa print screen

A : melakukan gerakan nga manusiawi.... im zombie, im a zombie

A : Aah tai aaah ntar kirimin ya potonya

P : iya

A : Kamu juga dong, aku kan nga bisa printscreen

P : Boong kamu

A : gerakan aneh memancing....

dapet juga :)

ya Allah kenapa kerjaan gue ginian selagi bentar lagi UAN?

arinda

Tentang Simek

Emang bener ya, your possesion makes you feel happy. Simek selalu membahagiakan gue. I know ive been in black mood lately and the only thing that makes me laugh and i dont know when ill get bored of it, is the face of Mr Medy. Some credit seller. His beautiful face fill up my beloved laptop background. HE MAKES ME HAPPY!

I really really cant stop laughing. 

I know how mean i am, but really this sin is worth the laughter,

arinda

Khalayan Juga Yang Tinggi

Dear Fans!

AAAAAAAAAAAAH! Aku udah bilang sama Papah, pah plis aku mau villa aja kecil2an di Bali, daripada beliin mobil ah kan aku beyum bisa nyupir Papa! Lagian apa enaknya nyupir, secara supir gue (bodyguard gue juga) ngambil dari agensi permodelan AdeRai yang suka iklan di extra Joss yang melayani gue lahir dan batin. 

Oh iya, gue kan mau update blog buat cerita kalo kemaren Dewiq tanya langsung ke gue buat nyanyi single barunya, Cinta pupus Jarum. Gue nga ngerti juga artinya, lagian nga level ya, maaf mba Dewiq, aku udah keburu terima kontrak dari Sony BMG buat duet sama Agnes, tentunya abis gue ujian di May, yang Ya Allah Amin sesuai harapan orang2 gue bakal dapet A* secara IQ gue bisa disamain sama Albert Einstein (menurut test international apa gitu yang gue lakuin waktu umur gue 4 di Kansas).

Besok rencananya gue mau balik ke jakarta buat konfirmasi beasiswa ITB gue, tapi gue masih ragu nih, soalnya kemaren Yale nelpon tanya tentang gue uuuuh, mau petualang di negeri orang apa balik ke Jakarta?? Bingung banget kan gue

Ntar by the way gue ke Mekkah aja kali ya, minta konsul sama Syeikh besar yang suka adzan (temen lama keluarga).

 

Oh ya buat sahabat2 materialistis gue Inky sama Muthya, say gue diundur jadinya minggu depan, soalny gue ada undangan mendadak ke Kamboja, buat potong tali rumah yatim piatu Unicef kebetulan gue duta the nicest girl in the world . Dan abis itu langsung ke Jepang, kampanye skin care zzz, ah elah padet banget sih, gue kan masih ABG pengen hidup lega bentar. Abis itu dont worry babes, kita langsung rock every club in jakarta!

Hihihi jadi inget si Mark, model CK yang flirtatious itu, hmmm

tapi dia ko lebih pendek dari gue, males banget, jalan sama 176nya dia kaya jalan sama adek  gue. Tapi boleh juga sih tawarannya ke Spore buat goosies apa gitu bareng, ajak InkyMuthya juga ya pasti.

Guys emang ya hidup gue padet, jadinya kalo gue berkesan sombong atau gimana, maklumin yaaa

xoxo

Ynda 

ps: those black rings under my eyes are from to much sleeping guys! Had a rough nite in Cairo's most sexy club, i tell you caffeine is worst than Martini Vodka! And half the price LOL 

A step closer to Katy Perry

She got it, I got it, see what a cool stalker i am lol

Cowo gue

Nda, mau liat cowo lo dong

Nda, cowo lo kaya gimana sih

Nda, aaah mau liat cowo lo plis

Nda

Nda

Nda

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Boong gue ahahahahahaha

Bercanda

Ini Mas Medy, temen pulsa Mba Isah

inspiration

I am not really sure what happened to me lately. Boredom is eating me alive and leaving a soulless child. 

I just want to be not to be me, oh hell. Everyone is climbing up to be special, rich people with lots of money buy their designer stuff and pretend to invent new fashion by wearing allready-wore style. Someother is so stupid and sacrifice himself to look stupid in order to get the holly fame. And me? Im too human to even think of it. or stupid

This is Imel, a nice young woman with a nice pulli she wears every two weeks

Scarf by some cheap men in el khalili, tenktop sale in mango, green shirt i don't where, belt ITC setelah ditawar karena beli dua, the skirt is a mukena

This is a joke i like to tell myself (to myself, because apperently i dont have friends) and if you think this is serious then hell, you don't have humour

Kitschy thing that isnt for me

Everyone in love have their own song. I never have one, except breaking up songs that makes me feel worst than i already am. So in case im in love, which is almost never (am i human?) i really would like to BOOKED THIS SONG CAUSE THIS IS REALLY KITSCHY AND ROMANTIC AND I DO NOT CARE IF YOU KNOW THIS SONG A LONG AGO, THIS IS VERY MINE. Ingrid Micaelson 

If you were falling, then i would catch you

you need a light, I'd find a match 

Cause I love the way you say good morning

and you take me the way i am

If you are chilly, here take my sweater

Your head is aching, I'll make it better

Cause I love the way you call me, baby

And you take me the way I am

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair

Sew on patches to all you tear

Cause I love you more than i could ever promise

And you take me the way i am

You take me the way i am, you take me the way i am

When oh when would i fall deeply madly in love?

Why on earth there is no one doing a non-love song for a non-lover? 

Why the hell is everyone so happy about having a boyfriend? 

I simply dont understand

im not emo. just close minded

This post is dedicated to someone who knows im lying and writing everything in opposite of what im really feeling (is that how you say in english?)

Arinda sangat suka makanan berlemak dan iri sama orang yang genetically kurus