No! God no, not that kind of pervert question like "Do you have a full body shave?"
I even doubt he knows how girls panties look like. For i bet my fingers he never had laid any interest in any sexual related thing.
So what random questions does he asks me?
Well, you can say, its a new ritual everytime we see eachother that he always has to ask me something. That ritual was not invented by moi nor him, but by the fact that i think he couldnt find someone to ask such a question and the other fact that i talk so much. So voila, a tutor lesson of life begins...
Yesterday, he randomly said (like all his random questions moment begins)
"i wish my eyes could sent laser beams, just like Cyclops in X-men you know," As you can see he has that bound with X-men and Cyclops we normal people would never understand.
and like almost always (hang from my mood) i answered him whether
1. "i wish i had wings so big and black i could fly around the earth in 4 seconds"
2. "I wish i was dead"
3. "I wish i could kill people merely by wishing"
this time i decided for the last option.
then the random round of the random questions begins....
"I feel like people dont respect me..."
"why so?"
"i dont know i just got the feeling,"
"you have to respect yourself boy, thats the only way. You have to both respect other and respect yourself to be respected, you cant just go around wanting to be respected while you doubt yourself, like me i dont feel respected and i dont think i mind so im not going to change this shit state im in because i dont want to. If you so want to be seen you somehow have to see others, its life, life is shit, but thats the way it is, you give you receive something back, or if youre so damn unlucky you dont receive anyting back from that unthankful person, but at the end youll receive something. I think youre being respected, its just your guess, dont stuck on it, it'll just make you down. Dont worry about others were gonna die alone anyway"
"dont be so rude" random comment
"im not being rude, im just talking in a very fast English" random excuse, as you may notice im having my period.
Second random round of the random moment....
"hey, what do you know about gifts and curses?"
hmmm is this spiritual related shit or just random things which whatever i answered would slightly change his life? Either way i have to be careful
"what do you mean?"
"You know, in Spiderman he once said, this is my gift and my curse,..." (he somehow manages to memorize that random quote from Spiderman)
"Aha,"
"so what exactly does he meant by that?" Dont you thing its so random asking random girl whos armpit is sweating about this so random topic?
"i think that, gift he refers to is the power that he has, his stregths, his capability to do justice and his chance to be a hero to human,"
"then whats the curse?"
"i think curse is a state of mind, its not only what the dukuns can do to you, but what yourself see as a bad thing in something. Like his good gift brings him badness, he cant not be with the girl he loves (refers to Mary Jane or something), he has to live a life full of secret and caution, he had lost his grandparents."
"So like with great power comes great responsibility, the grandfather of Spiderman said it"
"yeah because everything is two sided. Like ***** shes standing there, its a gift refers to her happiness laughing with other, might be a curse, he could be hit by a ball. See the connection?"
"yeah yeah now i understand,"
no, his English is beyond excellent, he just didnt know the inside meaning of each word, like the feeling he felt etc.
You know, talking to him is so random, it is. Mostly about Cyclops and his dearest wish to buy eyeglasses just like him. But on the other hand, he inspired me randomly. Talking to him sometimes reveal a random side of me that i never had known it existed.
He is so random and thats why i thank him so much.
For his randomness makes my day a little bit brighter.
I think im into random questions XD
Arinda
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